I know I'm a mess right now, don't give up.. believe.

Exactly one month ago.. right now. I was the happiest girl alive. I was staying at your house, spending all the time with you that you weren't at work. We were with our friends, we were driving around having fun. We were happy. 

We made love, and we fell asleep in each other's arms. We woke up together, happy. We showered together and cuddled together while everyone else was still asleep. 

It was everything we had both dreamed about and talked about. 

One month ago... that seems like so long...

You can't tell me you don't miss it. You don't miss the happiness and the affection and the love. You don't miss it in even the slightest little bit.

Because I know I miss it like fucking crazy. And I still wish every day and every night that I could fix it. That I could just make it all better. 

:/