I'm so over it.

You are a lying whore. You're a bitch, and the worst friend anyone could ever possibly have. You lie, and scam to get your own way and to get yourself ahead in life.

You push people away to make room for just one boy, and then when he hurts you, and you know he will, you come running back expecting nothing to have changed.

I hope you know, when he does hurt you. When he cheats on you, lies to you, leaves you for another girl (yet again). I won't be here.

I will never be there ever again for you. We've both fucked up, yes. But we've both had our chances. And this was our last.

Never again will I see my bestfriend when I look at you. Never again will I be upset about missing you, not seeing you enough. Never again will I consider you my twin. My sister.

You are nothing to me. You are dead to me.

So keep on filling his head with lies about me, so that he doesn't care about me anymore. So you feel more secure about your relationship with him.

But hun, no matter WHAT happens. what he and i had was more special than what you two had, and will have. And No matter how much you fill his head with lies.. when he realizes it isn't true. He'll still care about me as much as he has in the past year.

And even if his dumbass never realizes that what you tell him is all lies...

He'll still leave you. He'll find another girl to satisfy his stupid needs for the time being. He's never satisfied, he'll never stop looking. You won't be his last. You won't be his only special one. I can promise you that. Have fun with the hurt you'll feel when he does leave you. Maybe if we're all lucky, he'll cheat on you again for the 4th or 5th time. :)